I hope I haven't let You down...

Ma leian,et Aramis on imeline. Ma lähen kohe varsti Soome kolmeks nädalaks, seega.. long time no see.. ma ei suuda viimasel ajal ÜLDSE kirjutada. nagu näpud ei liigu või mõte ei tööta või ma ei tea, mis viga on. Midagi igatahes on. Eks sellest saab hiljem rääkida, mis on või kuidas on.
Panin kõrvale veel mõned uued pildid. Või noh,mitte uued, aga juurde. Ja üritan kunagi veel anna, nii et kõik oleks täis. see oleks lahe mu meelest. Issand, ma kirjutan nagu 5 aastane tüdruk, kes just õppis kirjutama. Päris kurb.. see on see,et tegelikult pole õige päev kirjutamiseks..aga pole rohkem eriti aega. Ma väga vabandan. Üritan end homme parandada ja kirjutada teile siia midagi mõistlikku ja loetavat :)

ninnu-nännu ,teate külll.

My horse's feet are as swift as rolling thunder...

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He carries me away from all my fears.

http://toru.ee/view/XuLNQIWBeqA

See on põhimõtteliselt kõik,mida ma öelda soovisin. Ja kindlasti tegelikult ütleks veel palju, aga ma lihtsalt olen nii jõuetu. Üleeile ratsutasin Ritaga..ma jumaldan seda mära nii väga. Ma armastan midagi ta iseloomus nii palju. Aga see selleks. Eile oli a new day, Aramis on endiselt üleeilsest pesust nii pehme ja siidine,et ainult katsuks. Käisin taga jahedas tallis kahekesi aega veetmas, see on meie aeg. jube mõnus! See on meie saladuste rääkimise, omavahel olemise ja teineteise mõistmise aeg. Imeline lihtsalt. Ma ei peagi ratsutada saama..ma pean saama olla temaga koos, veeta temaga põnevalt aega ja.. saama talle pai teha. See on see,mis on eluks vajalik. 


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“I will prepare and some day my chance will come.” ( ja palun abi ka veel jälle)

Kirjutamine on olnud unaruses täielikult, aga üritan end parandada. Suured muutused on tulekul ja nendest ma  veel rääkida ei soovi. Ilmselt kolib blogi peadselt ,aga eks ma annan teile siis teada ja räägin asjadest täpsemalt. Mul on üks palve :
Palun inimesed haapsalu kandist, (kui on keegi,kes satub siia imekombel ) , palun-palun, võtke muga ühendust, jättes siia nt oma mingi  meilika või msn või mis iganes. Aitäh !!
Aga asjad üldiselt...no üldiselt on kõik kena. Aramis on no... no täiesti kirjeldamatult tore ja armas ja kift ja äge. Pesin ta ükspäev ära, pärast päikseprillideta vaadata ei saanud, tüüp läikis nii hullult. RIks on jälle paksuks läinud ( aramis kusjuures on päris norm) , Myron on tubli ja Fiona..Miat ja Fionat kordetasin, no tublid lapsed. Olen uhke. Täna lähen Rita juurde ja selline..mõnus ja rahulik on kõik :) tore. Aga see on see..vaikus enne tormi,ma ülten..VAIKUS ENNE TORMI ;)

"There is no secret so close as that between a rider and his horse."

( robert smith)
Otsustasin ühe kirjutamise vahele jätta ,sest pilt pidi ütlema enam kui tuhat sõna - eile siis olin usin ja kandsin kaamerat kaasas.. kokku on küll vähe nadisti pandud,aga .. here u go , meie päev näeb välja umbes selline -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLi_rnmQeEw

Do what you want to do !

Lõpetamine läbi, lõpureis türgis käidud.. Tagasiteel lennukisse oli hull mõttepuhang. Panin endale kirja punktid, mille üle mõtlema peab. Seda küll inglise keeles kahjuks,seega korraks tagasi teise keelde taaskord. Aga nende lugemisel on kohustuslik muusika ka ( millele ma pidin muidugi tagasijõudmise öösel mingi emovideo taha tegema,sest emotunne oli suur ) - selle leiab siit : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HEUeM-pkZg või torust.

Asja kallale :

• Things change ..Sometimes for good, sometimes for bad..Just be ready for it and take chances. 
• People will leave you and move on with their own lives - you.. you will be polite, smile and wave ..and say goodbye. Memories can't be redeemed. So be careful , be aware of your actions and  consequences. 
• Bad memories will haunt you for a very long time but memory of not trying something new will haunt you until you die. Fear of trying new things is not a good way...
• A balance between living and just being is hard to find - though it might be so much easier just being.
• You can always make the necessary corrections on the way you chose. But you have to choose the way! You can not wait for someone else to make all the important and not so important decisions for you. 
• I started to think that the sentence " Live like today is your last day " is such a glišee - it has been said so many times before and how could anyone possibly continue living after using all your power,resources and feelings up in only one day. 
• "Live wisely " sounds so much better ,but honestly - for me it looks like a mission impossible. You can not live wisely without a big bag of experiences and .. you will get them only by experiencing things, during your life.So following this theory - people will live wisely only when they are dead. What's the point of getting smart when you can't use your knowledge anyways?!
• well whatever. You do what you want to do ! Never be somebody else ! Never let people tell you what you have to do ! But never stop listening to others. You can still be yourself and stay that way, but at the same time never forget the others. 

MIDAiganes. Ma tahan hobuste juurde ja vähem mõelda. Elu on kummaline ja kummalisi asju juhtub pidevalt. Muutused on paratamattus ja ... ma ei teagi,kas mul on kahju või pole. lihtsalt teistmoodi äkki.. 

Yours i will always be.

Well, it looks like i've failed.. the challence is cancelled ,because I find it impossible to write every day or every second day, cuz it's a pain to sit inside with such a lovely weather.

Seega vahetame keele ka õigeks tagasi.

Olen viimasel ajal tegus olnud. Aramisel ja Riksil läheb kenasti , ka kõigil teistel ma loodan. Eksamitulemused on kõik käes, läksid kenasti.. Aramis ja Riks näevad normaalsemad välja, samas jälle kosuvad. kurb. Myron - poni oli esimest korda eile täisvarustuses ja inimesega. St meil läheb korde juba päris kiftilt, õppimine on toimunud nii kiiresti, äge poni. Ja eile siis ronisin selga ja istusin seal veidi. Mõnus.. kõik on mõnus. suvi on rahulik. 19nendal lähen ma klassireisile türki ning siis vahepeal jääb see kirjutamine veel kauemaks tahaplaanile. 

:) that's the way the coockie crumbles. 

Ise nad on süüdi ju,et nad mulle nii armsad on.

Sometimes no words is better than all the words in the world.

The fear of being found.

Horses are good.Yesterday i saw none of the horses. It has been so long since that happened. Yesterday i did plenty,tho. I went to kurtna at first , worked with Aramis and Rainbow. Then I went to see Jaanika's horses again and after that I went to Hüüru to ride Padrun and when i had finished with him,i had a chance to let Rita to run around in a small paddock for 15 minutes, i took the chance. She loved it.. was playing around and everything.
Today i will not see my own horses again,but thats just ok..they'll do fine.

You may never know if you lay low...

1. We have a new babyy :) He's a beautiful big boy, with no name. So please suggest some nice names for a stallion starting with H. He was born the night before 4.th. We thought that maybe he would be alright outside already ,but in the morning he was still a bit slow and did not follow his mother,so maybe tomorrow morning :)
2. Aramis is being such a darling. I decided that i have to let him move at least 3-4 times a week on a lunge or walk with him or something, because he needs to get fit and the other reason is that it would be easier to say something about his problem when it's not so tiny.. I don't know how i really feel about it, but that's just fine, because he needs to move, he wants to move etc.. 

3. Rainbow was a pain in the ass,but it was more my fault than his. We'll see how it goes, but i'm keeping my eyes open for someone very good to take better care of him maybe. I'm not sure what will happen when i decide to go to a university.

Well thats pretty much it i suppose. I have still some photos :) And don't forget to help us with names :)

You're not alone.

I had my last exam today, it was ..alright. After that i went to kurtna, where my friends were already waiting for me.Aramis and Rainbow were in the small paddock so i took them to a bigger one where they could eat something and the first horse i took was Myron , the new one for me. We started working and it worked out pretty good :) He's awesome.And Mia had fun with Mooses and Fiona ( by the way, don't know if i have mentioned it before,but http://miajahobused.blogspot.com ). Last but not least was Aramis ( because i was too tired to do something with Rainbow.. ) ,who was absolutely amazing, i just cannot understand how can he be so talented , but...but he is. He's my star, i mean it.
After seeing my own horses i had made a promise to look after Jaanika's two horses called Torm and Nolita. So i drove about 50-55 km to the stables where they were, almost fell asleep during the drive. I went out to the paddock, saw them and boy do i like Torm :) but he has changed quite a bit. Well, they were sweet. I will see them again tomorrow.

And i shall add some photos (again :D )

Open your mind!

So i've been very busy as my last exam is coming up shortly and everything is a mess. But horses, well.. They are all pretty awesome!
Lately i've been dealing with many different horses and i like them all. Ingrid Randlaht visited my little pony and there is a chance, that we'll finally get a suitable saddle for us. What a happy day. I rode him over a long-long time, he was awesome. I just cannot wait to start riding him again. The mare i ride in hüüru, she's a sweetheart. And I have a new baby - a nice 3 y.o gelding. I do not own him or anything, just starting to work with him, when i have the time. Aramis is still fat, but he is starting to look a bit better already and thats just..good.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNfKYkrWNlc  She's just ..gorgeous.

And the 3 y.o gelding called Myron :

Well ..what you say,girl, don't you want to ?

Went to hüüru yesterday. I'm going today too. Riding Rita. It was alll good and great fun in tihuse, but its also superb to be back and ride rita, because she is absolutely awesome. i just do not have enough words to describe. It was all good :) 

I.Randlaht coming tomorrow to find Riks a saddle that fits, nice :) I'll let you know, how that goes :) 

We're marching on..

I just wanted to say,that i had an awesome day with many special and talented horses. I got to gallop around , chase some horses from the herd that did not feel like staying with others, see beautiful places and everything is always just sooo fine in Tihuse. Well i filmed also - today and yesterday, so i made a short clip of what i filmed. i also have plenty of photos ,and some of them are pretty ok,but they do not belong to my horses's blog.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVJDxRFCn90 - video.

night-night

Another door closes..

I am not feelin healthy at all. I mean at all , but i thought i'd be all fine for today.. Well whatever. I'm going to hüüru today ,so i do something fun with Rita. I thought i was going to ride,but honestly i think, that its not such a good idea right now. And i was supposed to go to Kurtna also,but i think i'm not going. The weather sucks and my health sucks and..yeah.Well i had a wonderful night last night everything is fine. I measured Aramis's temperature yesterday - it was completely normal. Then we talked with the veterinarian ( Kaido Puusepp) for quite a long time, thinking over all the possibilities. Now i'm ordering some blood  tests again and we'll see, what we will find from there. Well dogs already have a quick test to find out whether or not they have the lyme disease ( borreliosis) or not, but as we asked from the producers, they said its not accurate enough for horses..or something. So yeah. yeah. Tomorrow i'm going to be in Muhu, gonna go riding in Tihuse. Its quite cool. There are quite big herds and we need to move one of the herds from one pasture to another, its not a 5 hour ride this time,but not a short one either. It is so much fun, i always like it so much. I hope,that this time there would be more people on horses, than 2 or 3 , then it's easier and i can just ride along and enjoy the view. But it doesn't matter that much anymore. But i've gotta go now. I'll try and write on friday maybe :) Aramis was and is a good boy, Rita will be my sweetheart today, she just has to and ..and i'll try to write about tihuse later :)